"You were red. You liked me cause I was blue. You touched me and suddenly I was a lilac sky and you decided purple just wasn’t for you."

Life and love is never like one expected. Sometimes, things happen and it changes the course of everything, sometimes you mess up and it hurts the one you love, sometimes you forget to express how much a person means to you..but even through all that never give up. Learn and try again.

He was my world. Then he broke me. I forgave him and we tried again. And now? Now rumors have come up and all I want to do is die. Him? He can DO that? TO ME? But, how? How could he have done it the first time though? How can someone do something so awful..

Is it time to say goodbye for good? I don’t want to. I love you. I love you SO FUCKING MUCH I CAN NOT BREATHE. But you don’t care do you? You don’t. You care more about your pride. You don’t care that all that crosses my mind is the fact I don’t exist without you. You were my best friend. My hero. My protector. You have killed love for me. You killed us. But we tried again. I TRIED AGAIN. But now? Now it means nothing to you. But wait, did it EVER mean ANYTHING to you?

I don’t know if trust can exist here anymore..